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hi guys

I posted this in a different part after someone came on here pretending to be me. I am in the process of attempting to try to take down all the websites that have my personal info on them. I came across this yesterday. I showed chris, and she started defending me and then I realised that its prob best if I just say my piece. In addition to some of the things I wrote before, here are some answers for you.

The reason you don't know anything about Haley or Cassie is because no one knows their last names, and if you did, and searched them, you might find their schools or their myspaces, and not much else. They are amazing girls but they are students, neither of them are in the entertianment industry. The reason that you can find so much about me on the net is because I am in entertainment, it isn't because I started dating Ryan and tried to get famous off it. The information was already there, someone found out my name, searched keltie and prob. my dance website came up and they matched the pics of me with the pics from somewhere with Ryan. Then they had my last name, and then you could find out anything about me. Those sites were already there, someone just had to find them. I have been contacted by buzznet ect to START accounts because someone thinks someone might be interested. I have said no, and now have taken down almost everything I can so that my life isnt out there. Its too late of course.

I don't hate panic fans no matter what people say. I've spoken to alot of fans. If people emailed me, or IM'd me or myspaced me, I always tried to write back. The sad part was when people would ask me stuff, I would answer and then they would say, and "all she does is rub it in everyone faces", when actually, the fan had asked me, and contacted me! I think it has been unfair for them to go around and find pics of me and then post them in places I dont want them posted only to make horrible comments about them, it is unfair for them to take every word I say on myspace and take it out of context. Yes, I have said some things about crazy fans, only because many of them have been acting crazy. I don't think fans have to agree with Ryans choices, or maybe even My choices but if you are going to hate someone, hate them for a just reason, not because they are ugly, or because of a stupid internet rumor. I am not, a pornostar, stripper, hooker, golddigger, 30, 40, 50!, I am just a regular girl, I hussle in NYC for work as a dancer. There are things that are true of course- I am blonde! I am a horrible speller! I smiled too much! But those are just things that make me, me. Everyone has their flaws. People think I want all this attention, when its not true, what I really want is to be the best dancer in NYC, I would like to get a broadway show.

The reason Ryan doesnt come on these boards isn't that he doesnt know about it or want to, but theres nothing to be said, Ryan has dealt with this for a year and he knows that no matter what he says people are going to say what they are going to say. I think he feels very bad because we met and dated for many months before ayone knew who I was, it was on new years when the press was there that people we taking names and pictures and I tried to get out of the pics and he would grab me to be in them, he told me that he wanted all the fans to see how beautiful I was and how happy he was. Now, people may not agree with that, but you know the way people feel about eachother is the way they feel.

Listen, I am not trying to win you over, everyone is entitled to their opinion. Please understand that I am doing the best I can. I have vowed that I will no longer look at these places, and I have pretty much deleted evertything I can where fans would be able to hack into my life or contact me. I never in a million years thought that when that first pic was stolen and Haley called me and said ' well at least they think you name is Skye, you are safe" that all of this would get so out of hand.

Imbd is something that AFTRA (american film, television, radio assoc.) has set up, ryan and I are both on here because we both belong to that union after being on TV. I am trying to get this taken down but I don't think they will.




Here is the org. letter:


Hey you guys,
Listen, I never wrote that. Secondly I have no idea why this place even exists? I didnt make this, maybe its something tv makes when you are on tv? I dunno. I am currently trying to take down all these websites about me or that have any info about me on them and I came across this.I have had a big big big problem with people stealing my identity as of late, there are alot of fake myspaces, fake SN and people saying stuff that I never said. Its really awful. I am not trying to get famous, I had a great career before I met Ryan, the reason its so easy for everyone to find stuff out about me is that it was already there, I had a myspace, my dance company has one, my agent has one, I had my own dance website, I was in maxim, I was in Stuff, once everyone found out my name it was pretty easy to find out all about me. I have deleted my myspace, changed my SN and changed my phone number.

I cannot change the way everyone feels about me, I am one of those girls who says 'i love love love you" to all my friends on myspace, I just am (or was when I had one) and i also have def said and done some things in my life that I regret, it just got to a point where, I was so frusterated, everything I said, did and was was completely taken out of context. I am not perfect, I am just me. I didnt mean to call ryans fans crazy in general, but there you know, were some people that were acting that way, fans have been calling my agent asking for me, calling my phone all hours of the night, stealing pics from everyones myspaces, hacking MY myspace ect and at some point I just had to laugh about it.

I am not trying to win over ryans fans, ryans music, not his personal life should do that. And yes, I talk about him alot, I really like him, any of my girlfriends that have a boyfriend they really like tend to do the same thing. I am sure you do too. I dont need you to like me, think I am cool or whatever but just understand that alot of what you read, and what you see on the internet is not true. I am sure that it will not stop but there are alot of people who really hate me out there and they are pretending to be me and making it look like I have said alot of things that I would never say.

This is the last time I am going to be responding to this stuff. Ryan has told me that when Panic got big he had to just realise that this stuff was going to happen and that they had to just tell all their good friends that there were fake them's all over the place and to not listen to any of it. It is very hurtful.

So thank you for reading this, and try to understand.
thank you
keltie colleen